Monday, August 10, 2009 @ 4:53 PM

CHALET FRENZY!

just finally woke up from trying to get back the sleep i lost last night..
it was one heck of a chalet sia seriously..
staying up..
bbq-ing all the way...
then playing retarded games..
laughing the benjeebers out of all of us...
getting freaked out by the slightest of all coincidences..
talking rubbish..
talking about our primary and secondary school days..
fighting off the sleepy feeling..

i like events like this..
pity time passes real quick when we are all having fun..
then again...
i hated the rain..
why did it rain?
caught me off guard..
and my knee problems kicked in..
limped all the way..
hen embarrassing de leh...

what can i say...?
MOAR CHALETS PLEASE?

Leon

Shiki

@ 12:10 PM

DAMN ANGRY!!! RAWR

you know what?
i aint gonna emo anymore..
cause more or less..
i am now a little more frustrated than emo..
damn it lah..

i aint one who would rant all over my blog..
but seriously..
if i dont do this..
i would just explode..
let me get started..

DAMN YOU MAN...
i just dont fucking understand why you would actually treat me like this..
cant you read the fucking situation?
cant you understand what i am going through??
so what if you are like this like that...
fuck that...
i aint in the mood to know
although yes..
i would still listen you out..
yes i will
as a friend, if you are willing to share your joy..
yes i am willing to listen..
but please read the situation first before you share lah..
FUCK YOU MAN...
even people whom you say that are "so and so, sucky... so on.." actually can catch the mood fast..
and react accordingly..
I KNOW THAT YOU KNOW..
BUT WHY DO YOU FUCKING GLOAT OVER MY MISERY??
i aint angry at you..
but damn it man..
understand the mood can?
i aint in the best of moods lately..
SO DONT FUCKING GLOAT IN FRONT OF ME!!

phew..
that felt good..
seriously..
i think i need a venting post soon...
i feel kinda bad that others are now getting pulled in while misunderstanding that i will do this and that..
no i will not avoid you..
neither am i angry..
but i am near my limits i tell you..
dont... even dare.. to cross it.. i tell you..
its only to YOU..
i am doing my best to salvage what is left..
so you do your fucking part also..
thank you very much..

now now now..
dont start thinking its you...
the people/person involved... should more or less know who they are...
but i cant be bothered now...
but i choose not to disappear..
i will stand head first to face the problems one by one..

Leon

Shiki

Wednesday, August 05, 2009 @ 2:56 AM

oh.. wow.. i am awe-strucked..

HELLOOOOO~

back for a quick update
before i head over to emo...

had a fantastic day on tuesday..
went for lunch with denise, sarah, allan and daisy..
chit chat like siao..

then... went back to school to wait for benny and karlyn..
then denise, shamin and luntat joined us

headed over to amk hub for movie..
HARRY POTTER..
ok lah
watched it before le..
but still..
its still better to catch it with more friends..
LOL
then its off to S11 for dinner again..

had one heck of a day..
still not tired..
i am darn surprised..


i found out certain things...
things which i had anticipated..
things which i prayed would not be the reasons..
things which i never would have thought to be true..

i am rather confused now..
but i respect that decision..
at least i have something left..
and i am not planning to sacrifice it..
leave it as such bah..

now..
i dont know what to do..
dont know what to react
dont know what to say

confused..
i aint planning to stay depressed..
nor be depressed..
no way in hell i will get depressed..
gotten over that stage a long time ago liao..

will update another time bah...
shush people...
dont over-react nor think too much..
i will be fine..
LOL

Leon

Shiki

Tuesday, July 28, 2009 @ 2:05 AM

Almost august...

okokok..
i suppose its time to update
if not this place will get stale again..

its almost over..
their holland trip i meant..
cant wait for them to return..
it really feels weird to walk through school
and have no one to say hi to except classmates..
but then the main thing..
is that she is gonna be back..
at least i wont feel so lonely going back..

alot of things have happened lately..
not gonna specify what..
but its moving along i suppose...
nothing stays and wait for you if you slow down in life..
ah well..

made a few badges lately..
kinda feel like turning it into a mini business..
would it work?
not sure myself..
plus i need to locate a supplier..
2.50 per badge isnt gonna work..

reminds me..
i need to go shopping for a new beanie soon..
one isnt enough
ahaha..

and and and.. its almost august..
meaning..
my banc hoodies are arriving!!!!

plus its almost the end of the semester..
i just pray that i can get through this properly..
sort of given up on certain modules already..

okok...
next post..
my full all-out post on Yuri!!!
watch for it yea?
ahahaha

until next time
Leon/Shiki

Shiki

Tuesday, July 07, 2009 @ 7:52 PM

troubled..more or less =\

i am...
seriously troubled....

troubled over the fact that i am caught between decisions..
troubled over the fact that i have serious character defects..
troubled over the dilemma that i face at the moment..
troubled over the fact that i am crazy over 2 things...
(no i shall not tell you what/who... stop speculating..)

i just need to survive throughout this 2 weeks..
then i get a bit of time to think things through..
as well as clear up some things..

i cant wait for next month..
although its painful..
to both my heart and wallet..
but if its as nice as expected..
i will love it for life!
ahhh the wait... really is killing me..

shall be back with a bigger update later...
school's environment really isnt meant for blogging..

Shiki

Friday, July 03, 2009 @ 12:30 AM

Repaired!

ok..
i know i know
its been a long long time already.

been a hectic period lately...
many things happened..
gone through alot of emotions..
good things happened..
bad things happened as well.

gave up on certain things
but everytime i see her, i get this urge not to stop.
yet sometimes i get this....
"you are stuck here. you cant advance any further anymore"
...kind of thought.. i wonder if i should carry on ? or will i just be a nuisance to her?
so frustrating lah..

caught on certain crazes..
if you noticed carefully..
you would only hear me talking about one particular group..
will talk about them in my next post..
not my style to do this kind of things on my first post after a massive break..
yeap

i have decided..
to scrap the anime blog idea..
i totally have no time management skills to actually carry that idea out..
or rather..
i am rather disinterested in the upcoming anime season - Summer Season 2009.
booooring stuff to me..

will put up certain stuffs later on.

catch this page yea?
signing out!

Shiki

Wednesday, April 15, 2009 @ 2:47 PM

slight update before overhaul!

gotta be quick...
update update!
not much about what i have been doing lately..
had an awesome birthday celebration..
although it was belated..
it really caught me off guard..
seriously man...
damn touched..
thanks guys..

oh yea..
SPRING SEASON!
anime spring season i mean...
new animes are out!
here is the list of those i am catching..
there are other good ones out there...
they just didnt catch my attention...

Pandora Hearts
Tears to Tiara
07-Ghost
Shinkyoku Soukai Polyphonica Crimson S
Basquash!
Sengoku Basara
K-ON!
Senjou no Valkyria -Gallian Chronicles
Slap Up Party -Arad Senki

i will do reviews if there are requests..
but after i finish up my minor project...
will most probably be doing K-ON!
its pretty awesome..
havent seen any good music based anime lately..
catch this page yea?
will give it a complete overhaul.
soon
as long procrastination stays far away from me..
ahahahahaha

Shiki

Wednesday, January 28, 2009 @ 9:04 AM

Winter Season Anime -short update-

ok people...
back to blog finally
been through one heck of a semester...
gonna end soon
now i am just gonna try to finish up what i can for now...
i just hope..*that* doesnt happen...

anyway anyway anyway

here is the winter-season anime that i am catching
might be blogging about a few of them

-Kemono no Souja Erin
-Minami-ke Okaeri
-Kurokami the Animation
-Asu no Yoichi!
-White Album
-Shikabane-hime Kuro
-Slayers EVOLUTION-R
-Hetalia Axis Powers
-Ride Back
-The Tower of Druaga ~the Sword of Uruk~
-Chrome Shelled Regios
-Sora o Kakeru Shoujo

yeap.
i am already watching most of them already
i really do hope to start an anime blog...
i'll try solo first
before i see whether i need help
ahahaha

watch this space yea?

Shirin

Shiki