Through adversities, keep on walking...

CHALET FRENZY!

2009-08-10T16:53:00.000+08:00

just finally woke up from trying to get back the sleep i lost last night..
it was one heck of a chalet sia seriously..
staying up..
bbq-ing all the way...
then playing retarded games..
laughing the benjeebers out of all of us...
getting freaked out by the slightest of all coincidences..
talking rubbish..
talking about our primary and secondary school days..
fighting off the sleepy feeling..

i like events like this..
pity time passes real quick when we are all having fun..
then again...
i hated the rain..
why did it rain?
caught me off guard..
and my knee problems kicked in..
limped all the way..
hen embarrassing de leh...

what can i say...?
MOAR CHALETS PLEASE?

Leon

DAMN ANGRY!!! RAWR

2009-08-10T12:10:00.003+08:00

you know what?
i aint gonna emo anymore..
cause more or less..
i am now a little more frustrated than emo..
damn it lah..

i aint one who would rant all over my blog..
but seriously..
if i dont do this..
i would just explode..
let me get started..

DAMN YOU MAN...
i just dont fucking understand why you would actually treat me like this..
cant you read the fucking situation?
cant you understand what i am going through??
so what if you are like this like that...
fuck that...
i aint in the mood to know
although yes..
i would still listen you out..
yes i will
as a friend, if you are willing to share your joy..
yes i am willing to listen..
but please read the situation first before you share lah..
FUCK YOU MAN...
even people whom you say that are "so and so, sucky... so on.." actually can catch the mood fast..
and react accordingly..
I KNOW THAT YOU KNOW..
BUT WHY DO YOU FUCKING GLOAT OVER MY MISERY??
i aint angry at you..
but damn it man..
understand the mood can?
i aint in the best of moods lately..
SO DONT FUCKING GLOAT IN FRONT OF ME!!

phew..
that felt good..
seriously..
i think i need a venting post soon...
i feel kinda bad that others are now getting pulled in while misunderstanding that i will do this and that..
no i will not avoid you..
neither am i angry..
but i am near my limits i tell you..
dont... even dare.. to cross it.. i tell you..
its only to YOU..
i am doing my best to salvage what is left..
so you do your fucking part also..
thank you very much..

now now now..
dont start thinking its you...
the people/person involved... should more or less know who they are...
but i cant be bothered now...
but i choose not to disappear..
i will stand head first to face the problems one by one..

Leon

oh.. wow.. i am awe-strucked..

2009-08-05T02:56:00.000+08:00

HELLOOOOO~

back for a quick update
before i head over to emo...

had a fantastic day on tuesday..
went for lunch with denise, sarah, allan and daisy..
chit chat like siao..

then... went back to school to wait for benny and karlyn..
then denise, shamin and luntat joined us

headed over to amk hub for movie..
HARRY POTTER..
ok lah
watched it before le..
but still..
its still better to catch it with more friends..
LOL
then its off to S11 for dinner again..

had one heck of a day..
still not tired..
i am darn surprised..

i found out certain things...
things which i had anticipated..
things which i prayed would not be the reasons..
things which i never would have thought to be true..

i am rather confused now..
but i respect that decision..
at least i have something left..
and i am not planning to sacrifice it..
leave it as such bah..

now..
i dont know what to do..
dont know what to react
dont know what to say

confused..
i aint planning to stay depressed..
nor be depressed..
no way in hell i will get depressed..
gotten over that stage a long time ago liao..

will update another time bah...
shush people...
dont over-react nor think too much..
i will be fine..
LOL

Leon

Almost august...

2009-07-28T02:05:00.000+08:00

okokok..
i suppose its time to update
if not this place will get stale again..

its almost over..
their holland trip i meant..
cant wait for them to return..
it really feels weird to walk through school
and have no one to say hi to except classmates..
but then the main thing..
is that she is gonna be back..
at least i wont feel so lonely going back..

alot of things have happened lately..
not gonna specify what..
but its moving along i suppose...
nothing stays and wait for you if you slow down in life..
ah well..

made a few badges lately..
kinda feel like turning it into a mini business..
would it work?
not sure myself..
plus i need to locate a supplier..
2.50 per badge isnt gonna work..

reminds me..
i need to go shopping for a new beanie soon..
one isnt enough
ahaha..

and and and.. its almost august..
meaning..
my banc hoodies are arriving!!!!

plus its almost the end of the semester..
i just pray that i can get through this properly..
sort of given up on certain modules already..

okok...
next post..
my full all-out post on Yuri!!!
watch for it yea?
ahahaha

until next time
Leon/Shiki

troubled..more or less =\

2009-07-07T19:52:00.003+08:00

i am...
seriously troubled....

troubled over the fact that i am caught between decisions..
troubled over the fact that i have serious character defects..
troubled over the dilemma that i face at the moment..
troubled over the fact that i am crazy over 2 things...
(no i shall not tell you what/who... stop speculating..)

i just need to survive throughout this 2 weeks..
then i get a bit of time to think things through..
as well as clear up some things..

i cant wait for next month..
although its painful..
to both my heart and wallet..
but if its as nice as expected..
i will love it for life!
ahhh the wait... really is killing me..

shall be back with a bigger update later...
school's environment really isnt meant for blogging..

Repaired!

2009-07-03T00:30:00.005+08:00

ok..
i know i know
its been a long long time already.

been a hectic period lately...
many things happened..
gone through alot of emotions..
good things happened..
bad things happened as well.

gave up on certain things
but everytime i see her, i get this urge not to stop.
yet sometimes i get this....
"you are stuck here. you cant advance any further anymore"
...kind of thought.. i wonder if i should carry on ? or will i just be a nuisance to her?
so frustrating lah..

caught on certain crazes..
if you noticed carefully..
you would only hear me talking about one particular group..
will talk about them in my next post..
not my style to do this kind of things on my first post after a massive break..
yeap

i have decided..
to scrap the anime blog idea..
i totally have no time management skills to actually carry that idea out..
or rather..
i am rather disinterested in the upcoming anime season - Summer Season 2009.
booooring stuff to me..

will put up certain stuffs later on.

catch this page yea?
signing out!

slight update before overhaul!

2009-04-15T14:47:00.002+08:00

gotta be quick...
update update!
not much about what i have been doing lately..
had an awesome birthday celebration..
although it was belated..
it really caught me off guard..
seriously man...
damn touched..
thanks guys..

oh yea..
SPRING SEASON!
anime spring season i mean...
new animes are out!
here is the list of those i am catching..
there are other good ones out there...
they just didnt catch my attention...

Pandora Hearts
Tears to Tiara
07-Ghost
Shinkyoku Soukai Polyphonica Crimson S
Basquash!
Sengoku Basara
K-ON!
Senjou no Valkyria -Gallian Chronicles
Slap Up Party -Arad Senki

i will do reviews if there are requests..
but after i finish up my minor project...
will most probably be doing K-ON!
its pretty awesome..
havent seen any good music based anime lately..
catch this page yea?
will give it a complete overhaul.
soon
as long procrastination stays far away from me..
ahahahahaha

Winter Season Anime -short update-

2009-01-28T09:04:00.002+08:00

ok people...
back to blog finally
been through one heck of a semester...
gonna end soon
now i am just gonna try to finish up what i can for now...
i just hope..*that* doesnt happen...

anyway anyway anyway

here is the winter-season anime that i am catching
might be blogging about a few of them

-Kemono no Souja Erin
-Minami-ke Okaeri
-Kurokami the Animation
-Asu no Yoichi!
-White Album
-Shikabane-hime Kuro
-Slayers EVOLUTION-R
-Hetalia Axis Powers
-Ride Back
-The Tower of Druaga ~the Sword of Uruk~
-Chrome Shelled Regios
-Sora o Kakeru Shoujo

yeap.
i am already watching most of them already
i really do hope to start an anime blog...
i'll try solo first
before i see whether i need help
ahahaha

watch this space yea?

Shirin

Anime Blog?

2008-11-19T20:53:00.002+08:00

given that i usually have not much to blog about...
i have been thinking..
probably i wanna change this to an anime blog..
since i am catching the fall season..
maybe people interested in joining me...
give me a holler or something?
ahaha

i dont know
comments? advices? opinions?
should i do it?

at least it ensures i have something...
i dont know
maybe not only anime but also... psp latest game tracking?
ahaha

we will see yea??

Leon

2008-10-26T23:41:00.001+08:00

ok i feel i should use this back..
lj is a little too much for me..
plus i feel that the tagboard is much better...
sooooo

LEON IS BACK!
to using blogger that is..
ahahaha

i will do a major update soon
once i clear my work
probably after sinfonique..
ahaha

watch this space yea?
a huge revamp is on its way...

MOVED!

2008-07-26T09:03:00.006+08:00

ahaha
finally people
i have decided to move on to a new place.
but but but
dont worry yea?

once i get sick of livejournal i will be back!

i dont know when that will be but yea...

ahaha

so i hereby declare my site..

MOVED!

http://zengyang.livejournal.com

one thing people,
i know livejournal doesnt have a tagboard.
but if you guys want to leave a tag or something.
just leave a comment.
if you guys arent members,
just tag as annonymous and put your name down at the end of the tag..
thanks!

2 Guys 1 Flute

2008-06-08T13:03:00.001+08:00

OMG
i seriously pei fu these 2 people..
hahaha

ladies and gentlemen..
i present to you..
2 Guys 1 Flute
enjoy.

See more funny videos at CollegeHumor

2008-06-03T01:41:00.004+08:00

ok
i am back to update.
took me a long while to compile these images.
holidays coming up soon.
loeads of assignments to clear.
plus to top it off.
i have that stupid vienna competition to attend.
urgh.
i should have backed out then
now it seems like a pretty stupid idea to go.
i totally lost my mood lah.
plus i have sinfonique to design the stuff for.
gah.
the stupid stress..

anyway anyway anyway.
not to spoil the mood here.
lets get it started shall we?
.
.
.
.
RUBIK'S CUBE.
some may like it.
some hate it.
i've found the solution to solving it.
taking all the best solutions from both parties.
i've compiled the best method of all..
.

.
.
.
i guess all the 'save princess peach from the castle' has driven mario mad..
.

.
.
i've never expect in my life, to actually see the extreme side of an anime lover.
like..seriously..
urgh..
i thought my 'wall of comics' was bad enough.
i guess not...
.

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.

.
dr seuss gone bad?
.
.
.
.
seen a whole list of bento boxes lately.
this are some that caught my attention.
cute or freaky?
thats up to you to decide.
personally.
i'd find it a little to nice to be eaten
ahaha.
.

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.
.
.
alright.
these are what i have at the moment.
i'll put up more soon yea?
ahaha

now to go on and clear what i have left.
this has clearly not been a very good semester.
everything is messed up.
i hope through the hols, i'll be able to clear what i have not finished.
hopefully..

ZY

2008-05-13T20:38:00.003+08:00

Back to re-post what i should have done ages ago..
ahaha
either way.
i am still packed with alot of work to finish
but still
the fever i am suffering from now..
is keeping me from focusing
so...
here i am!!

talking about names.
i've always wondered about how some names look damn weird.
often after you use english to direct translate them
below are some examples.

he must have a sad sad childhood..
ahaha

oh wow..
batman and superman at the same time!
hmmm..

been seeing many quarrels and fights over the internet..
be it forums or chatrooms..
seriously..
they are useless..
here is my advice people..

talking about the olympics..
TROPHIES!!
ahaha
below is something i've found on Awkward Zombie.
he does pretty awesome stuff..

i want a trophy stand trophy also
ahaha

i dont trust ebay.
there is a specific reason why..
here is that reason..

toys toys toys..
children love them..
adults sometimes collects them..
china..
kinda messes them up..

sure wouldnt want to tickle that...
lest it... yea...

finally..
this is something i wouldnt really wanna touch on..
ahaha

if you laugh at this..
you are going to hell..
ahaahaha

anyway..
i'll put some more up soon yea?
ZY

2008-05-11T10:10:00.002+08:00

ok new blog...skin
i got lazy already.
ah well..

been busy

okok

i'll try to recover the previous few posts.
later...

after i finish my work..

too much images = tiresome work..

later ya?

ZY

2008-04-06T18:36:00.002+08:00

okok.
back to update.

its been
one heck of a boring week
no psp
no psp
no psp

nope, nothing is wrong.
i repeated that 3 times.

i am almost like this.

aaaaanyway.
talking about breaking records.
you gotta see this.

fiiinally.
someone defined what "sonofabitch" meant.

i forsee my dark future.
seriously.

someone.
donate me a psp.
or.
buy my psp?
ahaha

i feel like getting a new one already.
but $390 is painful..
urgh.

ZY

2008-03-30T03:49:00.002+08:00

thanks guys..
for remembering
my long forgotten birthday
i almost forgot about it myself
ahaha
ah well...

doesnt matter to me if i dont celebrate it
i just want to spend it meaningfully
i did this year
although it was a heck of a hike.
but i enjoyed every moment of it
ahaha

well..
its my turn to start planning already

ZY

a new priest

2008-03-27T01:15:00.002+08:00

A new priest at his first mass was so nervous he could hardly speak.

After mass he asked the monsignor how he had done.

The monsignor replied, " When I am worried about getting nervous On the pulpit, I put a glass of vodka next to the water glass. If I start to get nervous, I take a sip."

So next Sunday he took the monsignor's advice.

At the beginning of the sermon, he got nervous and took a drink.

He proceeded to talk up a storm.

Upon his return to his office after the mass, he found the following note on the door:

1) Sip the vodka, don't gulp.

2) There are 10 commandments, not 12.

3) There are 12 disciples, not 10.

4) Jesus was consecrated, not constipated.

5) Jacob wagered his donkey, he did not bet his ass.

6) We do not refer to Jesus Christ as the late J.C.

7) The Father, Son, and Holy Ghost are not referred to as Daddy, Junior and the spook.

8) David slew Goliath, he did not kick the shit out of him.

9) When David was hit by a rock and was knocked off his donkey, don't say he was
stoned off his ass.

10)We do not refer to the cross as the "Big T."

11)When Jesus broke the bread at the last supper he said, "take this and eat it for
it is my body." He did not say " Eat me"

12)The Virgin Mary is not called " Mary with the Cherry,.

13)The recommended grace before a meal is not: Rub-A-Dub-Dub thanks for the grub,
Yeah God.

14)Next Sunday there will be a taffy pulling contest at St. Peter's not a peter pulling contest at St. Taffy's.

2008-03-27T00:04:00.001+08:00

ok
i got into
Games Design
whatever
i decided not to appeal
cause..
as long its not animation
i am willing to accept whatever comes..
its the electives that will help me more later anyway
soo...
its not the end of the world leon...
it will get better soon...
ahaha
ZY

2008-03-24T09:57:00.000+08:00

random things again!

You Are a Question Mark

You seek knowledge and insight in every form possible. You love learning.

And while you know a lot, you don't act like a know it all. You're open to learning you're wrong.

You ask a lot of questions, collect a lot of data, and always dig deep to find out more.

You're naturally curious and inquisitive. You jump to ask a question when the opportunity arises.

Your friends see you as interesting, insightful, and thought provoking.

(But they're not always up for the intense inquisitions that you love!)

You excel in: Higher education

You get along best with: The Comma

What Punctuation Mark Are You?

memories.

2008-03-20T11:32:00.002+08:00

ok i am a little relieved
yet a little disappointed
and not to mention..tired

oh look! my lines are matching up!
ahaha
ah well

ok ok ok

my results.
not as awesome as i thought it would be
but yea
still an improvement

i still cant believe i got a DIST for intro to 3D
and a B for SP2
ahaha
ah well

the rest are still C+
and a D+ for drawing.
urgh
how to get into IM like that?
i just hope not animation.
gaming..i am still a little reluctant.
i really want to get into IM
i just hope.

band was a little boring.
someone was late.
and he is cutting down practices due to other bands
i wish laoshi was here instead
he would come everytime
maybe not everytime, but yea.
i can still remember how he would ask me to play a more fuller sound.
as i am part of the bass line.

memories
reminising them
sweet memories
bad ones.
funny ones
sad ones
awkward ones.

well.
i'd wish i can go back to that emo state.
but what for?
there isnt a reason to do so.
i have my friends all around me.
and not to mention a very special one i have with me all the time.

gonna change things around here soon.
stick around for changes yea?
ZY

2008-03-17T10:39:00.003+08:00

oO
i can almost take out a whole class..
ahahaha

80% Geek

LOL
i didnt realise how much of a geek i was.
probably being a mugger-toad during secondary school
was the main cause.
ahahaha

2008-03-17T02:26:00.007+08:00

its the 3rd week already.
gah
my hols.
slipping away!

anyway anyway anyway
its been one heck of a week
busy with designing the stupid banner for the club crawl
i wanted to put in my best effort
but it just aint cutting it
i am being rushed
deadlines so last min
sheesh

here are what i have at the moment

[thanks jiexin, without your help, i think i will die doing the stupid banners sia.]

i swear that designing them is hell
and..
i still have to go to school to export the bloody image cause my laptop cant take it.
bloody hell
gah
*inhale*
*exhale*
ok

well.
i know jiexin and edward arent feeling the least relaxed.

anyway.
i'll probably just work on my vectorising.

i have this idea
hmmm
i'll probably work it out this week
wait for it yea?
its a character
my first ever character.

ok the excitement is killing me
it hit me during church on sunday
some divine sign i suppose.
ahahaha

until next time yea?
ZY

2008-03-06T19:28:00.003+08:00

i swear the hols are slipping away fast.
before i know it..
its almost the end of the 1st week!

ah well
many things happened

sorry Alvin.
cant make it for your birthday celebration.

been cabal-ing with fidelis and wilson
that stupid fidelis.
frigging chiongster
whatever lah.
now i am a lvl 28 blader.
ahaha
ah well

you know what i am gonna do for my hols?
just fill up my portfolio.
and...
learn more cooking recipes.
yeap.
i still wanna be a chef.

ZY

stress

2008-02-18T00:03:00.003+08:00

tired.
and totally drained.

i swear as easy as the animating part looks.
its seriously a horrid experience.
drawing the same thing again and again.

i'll test out the first batch later in school.
might actually post the first half up later.
hopefully.

i wish this 2 weeks will pass by really fast.
of course, i must finish this fast also.
after this month,
i have someone to accompany
make up for all the negligience
my fault totally.

alright.
i'll stop here

ZY

2008-02-15T22:03:00.004+08:00

i didnt realised that my body was worth this much..
ahahahah

$6850.00

2008-02-08T22:17:00.000+08:00

finally broke free from the storyboarding.
my ideas arent flowing.
like.
they get stuck halfway.

anyway
semester is almost done.
whats left is...
STUDIO PROJECT 2

ahaha
sounds like some sequel to some horror movie.
an update on what i've cleared so far.
school work that is.

Digital Imaging Assignment 3
we have to somehow create an advert for this Japan tourism thingy.
i think i screwed up on the lighting.

watched Gunslinger Girl II: Teatrino
girls with guns
small girls with guns.
HUGE guns.
and although its not so bad,
the blood is still there.
blood as in..
pool of blood.
yea.

seriously weird.
but.
the blood in the anime draws me to watch it.
ahahaha

anyway.
i'll update soon.
ZY

2008-02-06T01:29:00.000+08:00

gah
my arms are tired.
ahahaa
i am tired.
dead tired
my dread of slumber ends tmr.
wait. make it later.
4 more hours before i rush to school
means i have less than 4 hours to finish up my typo
Zzz.
i am seriously lacking sleep
loads of sleep

lets see.
what do i have left on my 'to-do list'
-typo
-concept for SP2 X3
-render alvin's maya thing.

i can do the last 2 later at 6 or 7...
i dont know

i am sooo close to finishing up everything
yay

ok update on my typo.
crappy work
i seriously dont know what i am doing.

i am just spamming words here and there.
ah fish sticks.

i just wanna finish this soon.
jiunn you better not talk rubbish to me ya?

ZY

2008-02-03T10:32:00.000+08:00

its almost the end of the semester
given this
all the assignments are due next week.
which is being pulled forward due to CNY
wednesday!
gah

anyway.
lets get it on.

watched the latest episode of Bamboo Blade
some other kendo team played tricks on Muroe High
locking up tamaki, crushing azuma's drink
whats worst.
injuring tamaki's left foot!
during her fight
she unleashed her aura.
ahaha

i wish everyone was like this.
"i hate you"
"i hate you too"
"i challenge you to a dance battle"
then they forget about what they hate each other for.
ahaha
interpretive dance battle.

getting rather lethargic lately.
sacrificing too much sleep time to finish up my work
i am too tired already.
i am starting to look like that panda above
ahaha

nature is secretly learning kungfu to fight back
now think twice about littering.
the next thing you know a bear comes out and gives you a flying kick.

HYAAH!

oh yea.
i saw something rare.
i saw....
a GOLDEN UNICORN
yea
you didnt read wrongly
i did see a unicorn
ok maybe not totally golden
the mane is gold?
yea.
its below
ahaha.

he was constantly straightening it lah.

look around.
you might find a rare mythical beast around.
maybe a dragon or phoenix.
there is already an flame-haired ogre in my school
so i aint that surprised.

ZY

pics

2008-01-29T11:16:00.000+08:00

stuck in school
doing work
might as well share a few laughs with you guys.

they will rule the world someday.
someday.
somehow.
jew-jitsu
urgh.

aaaaaand
more from VG Cats

parodies from the various cartoons.
Pantsman is the artist of this comic series.
ahaha

fusion
ahaha

emo necromancers.
ahahaha

and finally.
talk about people killing
even cats are joining into the fray!

until i finish all my work yea?
ZY

2008-01-27T16:06:00.000+08:00

ahaha.
found this hillarious web comic.
VG Cats i think?
they made this parody of bleach

the rat on a stick is a joke from a previous comic.
morning star is a type of mace.

2008-01-25T11:29:00.000+08:00

wooo~
its almost feb.
then i wont be blogging as much.
cause its almost time for Studio Project 2
have to animate this retarded rice sack.
ah well.

recap for this past few weeks

loads of work.
loads of rushing.
loads of stress.

took this during storyboard lesson
went out with rafiq and jie sheng to print some panels for lesson
ahaha

West Mall's Koufu
have been here for dinner most of the time
cant say the food is fantastic.
but
still better than the outlet in my school.

ahaha.
just testing out my camera.
recently the quality has been rather screwy.
ah well.

until i get more pics yea?
ZY

update!

2008-01-21T02:47:00.000+08:00

wahaha
finally back to update
havent been updating
i guess i am kinda busy lately
school work and stuff

ok
let's get it on!

watched 27 dresses
i was right
it is kinda interesting
'always a bridesmaid, never a bride'
ah well..

seen loads of interesting things.
like these -

these are puzzles
awesome arent they?
anyway
as awesome as they look
their pricetags are kinda awesome also
ah well.
i will get one of them soon
after..
i get a bicycle.

one thing i'll never understand.
wanna know why the peak hour crowds are the scariest?
wonder why the public tranports seem so packed everytime?
this is why.
(sorry for the bad quality. didnt expect the reflection)

its so empty in the middle.
and yet everyone is struggling to squeeze at the door area.
i seriously cant understand why.
its so... weird.

ah well.
until i get more pics ya?
ZY

digi

2008-01-05T00:56:00.000+08:00

wahahahaha.
i finally finish my Digi work liao
vectorise until like mad.
then finally after so long....

its finished!!!

and..
here it is!

TADAA!

*EDIT 5/1/2007*
ok
i have editted the heart and the pieces to make them look a little 3D.
and a few minor adjustments here and there.
many thanks to baby and rafiq.
ahaha
both your comments are greatly appreciated.

did this for typo.
uber dumb.
i just realised that the background colour doesnt fit the message.
urgh.
just plain screw up.

comments people!
i need them!
comment on it!

until another time yea?
ZY

2008-01-02T13:44:00.002+08:00

urgh
i swear time slows down whenever i go to school just to finish my work.
then whenever its CCA time, it speeds up.

yea yea
i am stuck in school
rushing my assignments.

once i go home.
i swear i am gonna clean up my laptop.
its.
so.
dusty.
and.
dirty.

gah.
i am so freaking out now.

i feel hungry
and waiting for rafiq
my laptop is dying soon
no batt.
gah

okok.
i shall stop complaining.
ima go eat.
before finishing up my typo work.

i just realised.
my blog is dead.

whatever

until another time
ZY

update

2008-01-01T23:51:00.000+08:00

i feel so tired lately.
so exhausted
so frustrated.

i need some time off from my work.

anyway

just clearing up some pics in my handphone

Met up with them for the countdown.
(from left: eleanor, nicholas, derry, junhao)

back from KL recently.
awesome place.
awesome malls.
HUGEASS malls
did i mention they all have a HUGE tree inside?
christmas tree that is.

this one here is around 8 storeys tall!

speaking of christmas.
received a couple of presents
thanks you guys.

cookies from valerie

got this pocket watch from my sis.

yea.
basically its just like this.
and other than this.
i spend my hols doing work!
sheesh
i feel so lously now.
i just hope my year one ends nicely.

and not to forget.
when you are going out.
and you are wearing nice clothes.
please.
remember to remove the price tag.
unlike this lady.

=_=

2007-12-25T09:18:00.000+08:00

i am seriously leaning on the edge of losing my sanity soon.
too much work.
too little sleep.
with irritating people around me nagging nagging and nagging.
i wish they were back overseas.
the moment they are around me.
nag nag nag nag nag

urgh
whatever

leon here
wishes all you people out there.
a merry and blessed christmas.
if not.
just have a blessed day yea?

i know i wont.
i am like working on my digital imaging assignment.
trying to at least finish half.
but i just cant get my concept and vectorization of my fruits right
its like at mid point,
i screw every thing up

gah.

so much for being the reason for the season

until later. i suppose i lost my mood to continue already.
ZY

minor update

2007-12-23T12:39:00.001+08:00

ah well..
some minor updates.

just trying to use up some strength before i actually get to sleep
i accidentally drank coffee again.
then then then
i cant get to sleep

well..
at least i got my animation done.

messed around with illustrator cs3
created some retarded banner.

ahaha
i guess i got too caught up with monster hunter.
i didnt really get to seriously play the game the previous time round.
i usually just rush through games just to see how they work and stuff..
i only get to seriously play them when a friend joins me.

oh yah.
i got the monster hunter soundtrack already
rafiq, i'll pass it to you if you want it.
ahaha

anyway anyway anyway.
its almost christmas.
and
i am stuck at home rushing my assignments.
what is this?!

thanks santa.
for giving me such a lameass present for christmas this year.
a pile of assignments.

Assignment Status

Boxfold animation - frames done, just need to shoot the whole thing
Screen sketching - not done
storyboard advert - thumbnails done, left with refining.
digital imaging assignment 2 vectorising - havent touch yet
typography e-learning - not done
3d assignment 1 - not done

so irritating lah
how am i gonna finish them in this week??
maybe i bring a couple to my KL trip and do them there.
but then
this beats the meaning of going on a holiday already.
=\

whatever lah
i'll put up pics of my KL trip
provided if i got take some lah
basically
i doubt i will.

okok..
i shall go back to finishing up my work already.

until another time ya?
ZY

funny

2007-12-18T12:11:00.001+08:00

HUGE ASS UPDATE

2007-12-14T09:24:00.000+08:00

wheeee~
its the term break!!
wahahahaha
okok.
here is the HUGE update i promised!

been some heck of a term
lets look back yea?

storyboarding was awesome.
slack, but awesome.
Dominic was seriously damn cool.
although he kinda reminds me of a friend
rafiq, fidelis and i were usuall either;
-slacking,
-doing some other assignment,
-messing around with our kneadable erasers.
nowadays its just linking up our psp and playing monster hunter 2

Here is my party pig!

Fidelis fights back with his marine soldier.

and here is Rafiq's big bad wolf.
i seriously wonder why did he choose a huge fork as a choice of weapon.

Drawing lessons were boring as usual.
but but but
we have edwin as our tutor again!
ahahaha
he is nice.
and very funny
he has his own sense of humour i suppose.

we have been doing live drawing for this semester.
the school has hired models for us to draw every week.

now... what would they be doing?

here is the answer!
Eliza are you feeling excited now?
ahahahaha

Typography is interesting.
as in the module
wee na is nice.
raymond is being the usual bitch as he can be
but he is interesting also

we have been doing some letter construction with matt art card.
its freaking hard

here are mine.
forms my initials
ahahaha

talking about group work.
my class has compiled this special set of letters.
ahahaha
from left: fidelis, rafiq, alvin, shui ran, audrey, esmond, fidelis(again)

i will see this when my dad sends me to school in the morning
i like the colour.
nice..
ahahaha

did i mention about this pink vespa under my block?
the owner is a guy.
with a pink helmet.
urgh.

that is all for now.
i guess...

ahahaha
i will put up more soon

until another time yea?
ZY

quick one!

2007-12-11T09:37:00.000+08:00

quick update!
for now..

i'll update later when i reach home.
this is some hectic week.
all the assignments are due this week.
then holiday work...
urgh
save me!
whatever
anyway anyway anyway.
moving on.

had some performance at the botanical gardens on sunday 9/12.
when we actually sat down...
it poured..
rained to be exact.

just when we thought we were gonna perform for the fishes...
the rain stopped
ahahahaha
then people start coming in.
my mum and dad were present!
wheee~

ah well.
i hated the reverberation in the place.
so much echo.
then then then
spending so much effort getting the synthesizer and actually bringing it there.
it didnt work!
sheesh.

okok... i'll get back to work.
gotta finish up some notebook for storyboarding.
then tml i'll rush on my drawings.
then thursday is 3D...
some stupid grandpa clock.
lucky i had everything inside already.

until another time ya?
ZY

movie marathon!

2007-12-06T00:21:00.000+08:00

okok.
had one heck of an awesome day today.
had a movie marathon today.
watched

[30 days of night]

and

[The Golden Compass]

for [30 days of night]
the cinema hall was empty.
almost.
with only people i could use one hand to count.

ok.
the movie was gory.
just plain gory.
turned out to resemble resident evil at the end.
sorry, wasnt gonna give any spoilers.
if you want any, just ask me another time.

then then then.
after coming out.
we got the tickets for [The Golden Compass]
then we went in.

this time round.
the hall was packed.
seriously packed.

awesome show
good plot.
but but but but.
i hate the ending.
its obvious they want a sequel.
out of all these.
i love the armoured bears.
and the designs of the ships.
seriously cool.

sigh.
thinking of how my school life takes over a huge portion of my life.
then there is band.
i feel so guilty neglecting you baby.
maybe i should quit band?
every single decision i make,
i am bound to disappoint someone.
what should i do?

anyway.
i am done with my typography letter construction.
then.
its digital imaging to finish up.
then then then.
omg omg omg.
this 2 weeks are gonna be hell.
seriously.
i have to like rush everything.

ahahaha.
performance on sunday
botanical gardens

i am.
seriously.
damn.
busy.
but but but.
i will still pull out all my available time for you baby.
bear with me for a little while more yea?

okok.
back to work.
until another time~!
ZY

12 days of christmas

2007-12-06T00:19:00.000+08:00

wahahaha...
you oughta watch this...
hillarious.
something for the christmas season i suppose.

sick. again.

2007-11-30T23:04:00.000+08:00

darn.
and i am down with flu, sore throat and fever.. again
and i hate the person who said that once you get fever, its harder to get it again..
so much for lightning not striking the same place twice..
anyway anyway anyway.
i wonder why everyone thinks i smoke when they see a lighter near me.
i wont say that i didnt.
but i aint doing that anymore..
who would want to die early?

its been rather hectic.
i wish to clear up all my work by next week.
means i gotta rush through the weekends.
means i have to bear with this illness...
whatever.
i gotta do them anyway.
sick or not.

well.
its mainly my fault.
i tried drinking cold drinks in a cold room during a cold day.
i thought it would neutralize the cold.
well it did..
then i caught a cold.
the drink gave me sore throat.
the rain gave me fever.
Zzzz.

note to self: never ever, ever never... do something stupid like that again.

it seems not all situations are you able to use poison to counter the poison.
like what i did, its more of self-destruction.

okok... i gotta go grab some medicine and start on my typo already...
until another time ya?
i will put up more pics from my phone soon.

ZY

quick one

2007-11-25T09:10:00.000+08:00

okok quick update!

been rushing alot of work lately.
been to many places also.
like..
my sec sch for their open house.
my friend's recording studio.
mainly stayed either in sch or at home rushing my work.
sorry baby, if i had neglected you again.

anyway.
just for some memories and quick laughs
here are some photos/pictures i've have.

Sinfornia 07 Clarinet Section

Here is one of my typo work.
Doesnt seem to portray what i wanted..

Last but not least..
This really caught my attention.
i guess sometimes we really forget the simplest of things.

raving rabbits 2

2007-11-24T06:46:00.000+08:00

ahaha... this is hillarious

Sinfonia 2007

2007-11-19T11:50:00.000+08:00

Once upon a time.
There was a boy.
Once troubled by his lost.
The lost of his other half.
Sank into a dimension of despair and darkness.
He thought that his life went back to that unnerving state of loneliness again.

Then there he was.
Walking aimlessly in the streets.
Amongst crowds whom he have never seen before.
Being alone in an unknown world.
It’s rather a depressing feeling.

Just when he was going back to that familiar corner.
Memories flooded his mind.
Good ones, bad ones…
Those that he didn’t even want to remember.
Those that he wanted to keep away from.
Memories.

Reminiscing on them, he realized that he hasn’t really moved on from where he left off the previous time.
Is this really what he has aimed to do?
Is this what she wanted him to be?
Just lurking around the old memories?

Just then, out of the darkness.
An arm stretched out towards the confused boy.
“Here, come out from there.” A voice said.

Still caught in a paradox of confusion, the boy just grabbed the hand and hauled himself out of the corner.
Adjusting to the light, he saw the owner of the helping hand.
Before he could react, the girl said something.
“Rather than thinking about the past, would you create new memories and a brand new future with me?”

At that moment, the cloud of confusion surrounding the boy disappeared.
Darkness changed to light.
Despair changed to hope.
Seems like the boy was given another chance.

As the boy stared into the sky.
He said a silent prayer.
“Thanks. I appreciated the opportunity that you’ve given me-..”
Before he could finish, the girl pulled the boy’s hand and ran into the sunset.

Been doing a lot of work lately.
Then suddenly I had this urge to write another story.
Ahaha
It’s these random moments that I enjoy the most.
Random story lines just pop in and a story just flow out like that.
I might further it into a book.
Maybe.
Maybe after I learn how to draw human figures.
I have gotten rather rusty at that.
Really rusty.
My proportioning has really gone off...
Waaaay off.
I guess too much abstract art isn’t really good for me.
Everything is well…abstract.
Ahaha…
Nvm.
I shouldn’t be pushing away my own faults.

Sinfonia 2007 ended last Friday.
It was my first sinfonia.
And laoshi’s last sinfonia.
Although I've only spent a short time with him.
He is really good.
I didn’t really enjoy him scolding me but they do make sense.
Without him, I doubt I would have been able to play the alto clarinet properly.
I can still remember him telling me to play more fuller.
Thanks for everything.

I am still rather curious to who the new conductor will be.
Will I continue playing the alto clarinet?
There are still many many questions that I want answers to.
But I guess the answers will come in due time.

Now my current worry is that whether I am able to finish up my work in time.
All the preparations for Sinfonia really cut my assignment time.
Now I gotta catch up.
Mainly in drawing.

I think its long enough.
Time to go for lecture already.
Ahaha
Until another time ya?
ZY

koyote

2007-11-12T02:21:00.000+08:00

i am overwhelmed with this craze over korean songs lately..
ahahaha
esp those by Koyote.
although they are usually doing numbers related to the disco genre
but.
they sure are enjoyable to listen to.

Koyote

okok.
moving on.
Sinfornia is approaching slowly.
ok maybe i am lying.
its in less than 5 days.
i am like....
more worried over my school work rather than over the concert.
i am like gonna miss alot of lessons...
Rafiq, fill me in on what i missed can?
this is so gonna take a chunk out of my attendance.

Until another time ya?
ZY

sigh

2007-11-09T02:47:00.000+08:00

i am a little down for the moment...
nope.
no particular reason.
just that i feel this way, when i see her feeling the same.
although saying "i understand" might help.
i chose to leave her alone.
am i wrong?
maybe it'll be alright in time.

ok.
moving on.
Sinfornia 2007 is coming up in 7 days.
i really hope i can get the extra 2 tickets...
compared to the huge number of tickets the others are requesting.
10, 12, 8....

anyway.
i dont feel prepared.
my timetable killed my practice time.

gah.
i hope everything goes well tml.
hopefully my animation doesnt screw up.
*crosses fingers*

until another time.
ZY

zombie

2007-11-04T16:04:00.000+08:00

http://www.the-n.com/games/quiz_main.php?id=3283

Sick..

2007-11-01T09:46:00.000+08:00

urgh.
the usual stomach pains are kinda annoying me lately.
they always hurt after i've eaten.
then forcing me to go vomit.
now.
its forcing me to stay at home.
damn.

been either doing my assignments
or
reading my book.
or
playing maple.
well.
i dont know why either.

anyway anyway anyway
here it is.
my character.
ahahaha

Sakurabi lvl 8X Aquilian Priest

whatever.
i know i will be flamed for this.
but but but.
i really ran out of games to play already.

anyway.
tuesday was loads of fun.
esp during storyboard lessons with Dominic.
somehow he reminds me of Jireh.
whatever.
he is loads of fun.
he has his expectations.
but.
he makes the lesson enjoyable.

then.
rafiq and i resumed with our kneadable erasers war.
given mine is a new one.
i started out with a random easy monster..
rafiq made a dragon.

then then then.
fidelis joined in.
he didnt make big ones.
instead he made many small soldiers.
ahahaha

okok...i'll put in the pics..

Fidelis's army!

Rafiq's Dragon + a wall of fire

the final battleground of the day.
ahaha

anyway.
i think its long enough.
until another time.
ZY

sheesh

2007-10-29T23:11:00.001+08:00

you know what..
its damn obvious you guys dont want me around.
fine.
you know what.
even if i attend the next time.
i'll just keep to myself.
buying things at this time of the night.
like who will believe.
even if its real.
there aint a need to get everyone with you, leaving me alone.
the message is rather clear you know.
fine.
given what you guys have shown me.
i know what to do already.
i'll just mind my own problems and stop observing and stuff..

whatever.
i'm too shagged out to think properly now.
i'll just read my book then sleep.
tml i've got my animation work to finish up.

until another time.
ZY

doodling

2007-10-28T18:44:00.001+08:00

been doodling on my way to sch..
messing around with the grim reaper.
then.
suddenly.
i had some inspiration on how to finish him up
well..
many thanks to Trudi Canavan.
i guess, i am gonna incorporate her book into my character.
its almost done though.
just a little adjustments here and there.
and i should be done.

not say that i am bored or anything.
i guess its about time i should do something like this.
and and and.
i will post my first out of 6 chess pieces.
the queen
look at this space for more updates ya?

and to my special other half.
all the best for your paper tml yea?

until another time.
ZY

tests

2007-10-26T01:51:00.000+08:00

Your Birthdate: March 28

You don't just believe in love at first site - you've experienced it.You develop crushes pretty easily, but keeping your interest is another matter!You are very prone to love - hate relationships.
Number of True Loves You'll Have: 1
Number of Times You'll Have Your Heart Broken: 6
You are most compatible with people born on the 1st, 10th, 19th, and 28th of the month.

SHEESH! 6??!
Thats painful...

You Are 64% Abnormal

You are at high risk for being a psychopath. It is very likely that you have no soul.
You are at medium risk for having a borderline personality. It is somewhat likely that you are a chaotic mess.
You are at medium risk for having a narcissistic personality. It is somewhat likely that you are in love with your own reflection.
You are at medium risk for having a social phobia. It is somewhat likely that you feel most comfortable in your mom's basement.
You are at medium risk for obsessive compulsive disorder. It is somewhat likely that you are addicted to hand sanitizer.

I guess this shows that i am weird...ahahaha

sigh

2007-10-22T03:54:00.000+08:00

somehow..
seeing you doubt yourself.
getting all vexed.
pains me somehow..

when you asked "you and me together. is it a mistake to begin with?"
it was as though i was shot by a gun.
i was devastated.
are you gonna end it like that?
right after how much i've put in to get to you?

its so painful..
very very very painful.

i'm experiencing alot of random mixed feelings...
i dont know what to do.
what to say.
how to react.

the only thing i could do now..
is to complain lesser abt how unfair it would be to me to why you want to keep it in the dark.
i never found you a pain.
its always fun being around you.

its rather vexing..
how the higher ups are messing around with me.
i've never had a successful relationship before..
the first one ended so painfully...
very very painful.

now, i am facing another huge obstacle in my route to happiness...

one thing i am sure of.
i aint gonna give up just like that.
no way.
as they said, a cornered person is a dangerous person.
wait..
thats not right.

more of..
as the going gets tough...
the tough gets going!

so yea.
i'll definately get past this hurdle.

i really hope that.
you'll be with me till forever ends...
ZY

funny

2007-10-21T14:43:00.000+08:00

ahaha...
my friend sent me this...
okok
not recently
been in my laptop for some time already...
just felt like sharing it with you all..

After Mr. and Mrs. Garrison retired, Mrs. Garrison insisted her husband, Bob, accompany her on her trips to Wal-Mart. Unfortunately, Bob was like most men--he found shopping boring and preferred to get in and get out.
.
Equally unfortunately, Mrs. Garrison was like most women--she loved to browse. One day Mrs. Garrison received the following letter from her local Wal-Mart.
.
Dear Mrs. Garrison,
Over the past six months, your husband has been causing quite a commotion in our store. We cannot tolerate this behavior and may be forced to ban both of you from the store. Our complaints against Mr. Garrison are listed below and are documented by our video surveillance cameras.
.
1. June 15: Took 24 boxes of condoms and randomly put them in people'scarts when they weren't looking.
.
2. July 2: Set all the alarm clocks in Housewares to go off at 5 minute intervals.
.
3. July 7: Made a trail of tomato juice on the floor leading to the women's restroom.
.
4. July 19: Walked up to an employee and told her in an official voice, "Code 3 in Housewares - get on it right away."
.
5. August 4: Went to the Service Desk and tried to put a bag of M&M's on layaway.
.
6. September 14: Moved a "CAUTION - WET FLOOR" sign to a carpeted area.
.
7. September 15: Set up a tent in the camping department and told other shoppers he'd invite them in if they would bring pillows and blankets from the bedding department.
.
8. September 23: When a clerk asked if they could help him he began crying and screamed, "Why can't you people just leave me alone?"
.
9. October 4: Looked right into the security camera and used it as a mirror while he picked his nose.
.
10. November 10: While handling guns in the hunting department, he asked the clerk where the anti-depressants were.
.
11. December 3: Darted around the store suspiciously while loudly humming the "Mission Impossible" theme.
.
12. December 6: In the auto department, he practiced his "Madonna look" by using different sizes of funnels.
.
13. December 18: Hid in a clothing rack and when people browsed through, yelled "PICK ME! PICK ME!"
.
14. December 21: When an announcement came over the loud speaker, heassumed a fetal position and screamed"OH NO! IT'S THOSE VOICES AGAIN!"
.
And last, but not least,
15. December 23: Went into a fitting room, shut the door, waited awhile then yelled very loudly,"Hey! There's no toilet paper in here!"
.
Regards,
W-Mart

Doubts

2007-10-17T09:50:00.000+08:00

Somehow
i dont know why
but i am having a lot of doubts lately.
its weird.
but i gotta say, there is a first to everything.

i saw quite alot of things yesterday.
somehow the thing i saw that was happening to alot of people..
especially children.
small young ones..

parental violence.

i saw a kid snatched a canned drink from his sister.
his sister was crying.
then for no reason he poured out its contents onto the ground.
the mother walked over, took the can and threw it on the ground before hitting the boy
come on lah.
its not like he knew what was going on.
and the moment you threw the can on the ground, the contents splashed onto other people.
sheeesh.
i really felt like throwing the can into her face.

urgh.
the world is slowly being corrupted.
seriously wrong.
but what can i do?
i am just a small person in this big big world.

i guess i said too much already.
until another time ya?

Be with me till forever ends.
ZY

term break

2007-10-13T01:18:00.000+08:00

well.
its been a long and horrendously eventful term break.
this is my first term break after poly started.
what can i say?
this is a new experience.

band camps.
band pracs.
ultimate freedom.
well maybe not ultimate, but a little more than last time.
giving tuition.
and many things that i havent done before.

this is making me more anxious.
anxious to get to the next break
the next term break.

somehow i as the new semester is starting.
storylines start flowing back to my head.
somehow my hand isnt as active as it was back in secondary school days.
its becoming LAZY
omg omg omg
MOVE YOU STUPID LIMB!

one more thing.
i finally stepped up and did what i was suppose to do.
i feel happy.
happy that i actually did it.
and even happier that i achieved what i was hoping for.
its really.... sheesh, i ran out of vocabs.

and dont worry.
i aint gonna meet that special person out there.
i have already found that person
its you.

somehow.
as i move along.
i cant seem to describe this feeling that i am experiencing at the moment.
its not happiness.
neither negative emotions.
its much much more than happiness..
happiness is just too vague..
too tame a word...

anyway.
i think i have said one word too many.
until another time ya?
ZY

resident evil......ROAR

2007-10-12T08:14:00.000+08:00

well, i aint exactly a fan of horror movies..
the sound effects..
its simply too damaging to the ear..
i tend to laugh during horror movies also
esp during those parts where people get killed..
i dont know why.
told you all i am a sadistic sadist.

anyway anyway anyway
i went to watch Resident Evil: Extinction with krystl ytd.
well, i did promise to watch it with her.
she seemed so keen to watch it.
i doubt she will watch it alone.
i aint got anything to do either.
so yea...

had some pre-sem2 briefing in the morning.
its kinda nice seeing MD0710 back again.
although not the whole team is back yet.
but it was still kinda nice to see that we are all pushing through.
mr jacques is still a cool and interesting person.
and i still hate that maid nopp.

anyway anyway anyway
i promise i will work harder.
even if my slumber time is sacrificed, i will work harder.
maybe at the end of this semester, i will look like a zombie..
someone said i looked even dead-er than the undeads in resident evil.

moving on.
went home after that.
the trip was an unfortunate one.
met people i didnt want to meet.
and krystl my dear, i did not see any $50 on the floor for me to pick up
so much for being jinx-ed =\

as much as i would like to be on time, i had something cropped up at home.
sorry.
met up and left for west mall to catch the 3.45 slot.

the movie wasnt really that all fantastic.
but it still kept everyone on the edge of their seats.
except.
for me.
and a certain someone tugging on my jacket sleeve.

so much for undead crows...
wait till the undead goldfishes come along.
i personally like the scene where alice clears up the undead crows with the fire from the flamethrower.
for that moment.
it almost looked like hell
seriously..
and
no i did not see my life flash pass my eyes

i guess my body cant keep up with the activites i have been doing.
fatigue is catching up on me.
maybe i am OLD.
whatever.
i am gonna die soon anyway.

okok
until another time
ZY

Tutoring

2007-10-05T00:21:00.000+08:00

been tutoring krystl on her Emaths for her Olevels..

seriously...

i wonder why i havent lost my temper yet...

usually i would have..

maybe its her...

anyway anyway anyway

its kinda boring without my alto clarinet.

booooring

and all i have done is play badminton everyday...

my arm hurts

okok

today...

wait..

more like yesterday.

usual day.

went to the void deck with krystl

to do......

ALGEBRA

omg omg omg

havent touched that topic since like....

the end of my o levels?

anyway.

it wasnt easy i tell you

but she still made it.

gah..

feeling a tad sluggish at the moment.

havent been going out for awhile.

come on people...

ask me to tag along if you are going out!

i am bored and rotting...

alrighty..

end here for now.

bored

2007-09-30T23:04:00.000+08:00

omg omg omg

this is torture...

no band..

no school..

no activities..

nothing at all..

no wonder i went back to book reading.

but i really want to pen out this tune for a clarinet ensemble..

it struck me around ytd night...

sort of like lighting a matchstick..

*FOOM*

and it struck me..

(not physically duh >.>)

anyway anyway anyway.

book hunt tml.

then i'll read those krystl lent me before reading the one i bought *hopefully*

i doubt books those thickness would last me for a long time..

given the thickness....

i guess its 1 book in 5 days?

maybe shorter..

i dont know.

i guess i have been sleeping too much..

too lethargic.

too lazy.

too engrossed on sleeping.

its vexing seeing that everyone is actually doing something constructive while i cant find anything to do....

maybe i should slow down and find something to do...

i've cleaned out my room.

re-packed the kitchen

so on

and

so forth

ok ok ok

time to stop here for the moment.

book reading time...

until another time

books

2007-09-30T02:34:00.000+08:00

been hunting for books lately...

cant find a book that entices me to read on until the very end.

as much as i would dream to be a novelist.

my english seems to be rather rusty lately.

words doesnt seem to flow out as fluently as usual.

my vocab gets stuck somewhere in the middle of a sentence.

leaving me unable to complete my sentence sometimes.

no...

i dont articulate my sentence with bombastic words

anyway

i feel like going to vivo city to visit my old workplace soon.

and maybe grab a free single scoop or something

its gonna be the start of a new semester

and i am starting to hate the timetable.

imagine your lessons ending at 9!

9 PM

GAH.

and its on mon and thurs...

given that i have cca at tuesday..

.......

this is vexing.

anyway..

i am hungry...

gonna go find some food to satisfy this hunger...

RAWR

2007-09-27T02:24:00.000+08:00

YOU know what?

.
i am gonna strangle you personally someday.

.
YOU get on my nerves..

.
like seriously annoy them.
.
you know what i am gonna do to you?

.
i aint gonna strangle you just like that.

.
first.

.
i will skin you

.
then dig out all your nails

.
then knock out all your teeth

.
DIG out your eyeballs.
.
.
.
THEN!

.
sprinkle salt into those pathetic eye sockets of yours

.
then i will cut off all your fingers and toes.

.
not to forget your ears.

.
and sprinkle more salt into the wounds.

.
slowly carve out every single nerve there is in your body

.
slowly and painfully (for you not for me)
.
.
.
then i will cut off a muscle at a time.

.
before.

.
i get rid of your limbs.

.
.
ONE
.
BY
.
ONE
.
.
.
then i will remove your innards one at a time.

.
slowly.

.
only then i will slit your throat and leave you to rot and be eaten by all the ants and maggots.
.
.
.

.
i swear if you continue to irritate me the way you are now.

.
that is gonna happen to you

.
i wont let you die quickly

.
.
.
.

.
i will torture you

.
painfully

.
slowly

.
and destroy you

.
physically

.
mentally

.
spiritually
.
.
.

.
i have already reached my limit talking to you
you are one of the most most useless person i have ever met.
i kept my cool.
i havent blown up in front of you yet.
watch out
i am at my peak already

.
dont.
i say DONT...
DONT FORCE ME TO BLOW UP..

.
i swear you wont ever

.
never ever

.
ever never

.
like it in anyway.

.
and it will leave an scar

.
may it be physically

.
mentally or spiritually...

.
it will leave a deep scar in your life.

.
and i will make sure you will hide in a corner everytime you walk pass me.

always watching.
ZY

urgh

2007-09-25T11:01:00.000+08:00

i suppose i can take a rest from band now..
all the alto clarinets are being sent for repair.
maybe...
i have to go back to double check the damage anyway.
then i might play a Bb together...
maybe..
just maybe

but i guess not.
due to some *bleep*
i was kinda rejected.
so yea.

anyway.
i am like so near to *bleep*
yet
so far away.
i wanna tell you "*bleeeeeeeeeeep*"
but i dont how to express it.

i guess it will take some time.

been rather lethargic lately.
maybe i am too tired.
or it could be that i am sleeping too much

being the lazy bitch that i am.
i guess i can only just laze around and snooze.
it has been said "you snooze, you lose"
but but but
i aint losing yet
i am on the fence as usual.

my chesspieces are at a stalemate
stuck at where i left off.
queen.

ok.
time to stop.
ashes to ashes
ZY

Reminiscence

2007-09-18T14:32:00.000+08:00

Time really passes very fast.
in a blink of an eye.
it has already been 5 months ever since i received news of you leaving the world.
its kinda painful.
yet
i know you dont want me to stay that way.

i miss the times we used to hang out after lessons
the times we used to go to the rooftop and just did whatever we felt like doing.
sleeping.
sketching
eating
or just plain chatting
the times you would just snuggle up in my arms
the times you would cry on my shoulder

somehow reminiscencing on these memories
really filled me with mixed emotions
happy
sad
and so on

been listening to many songs.
esp those by Dixie Chicks.
their songs are beautiful
meaningful lyrics.

until another time maybe..
Ashes to Ashes
ZY

sad

2007-09-17T02:03:00.000+08:00

as an observer..

i realised lately.

people i used to love hanging out with

seem to break up internally

like..

nvm

wasnt supposed to say it either

only time will reveal everything

honestly.

i am rather....

disappointed...

in the events that happened lately

and those that are gonna happen

DISAPPOINTING I TELL YOU

gah...

anyway anyway anyway

i swear the weather is gonna kill me someday.

as much as i detest dry weather.

i HATE wet days even more.

ARGH

ok.

things to save up for
1.NDSL
2.BMX bicycle (or i could just re-learn how to blade)

chalet and band camp this week.

loads of fun stuff gonna happen

i hope *crosses fingers*

i'll continue to observe.

i think there are many things that arent discovered yet.

watch out you people of evil/darkness/whatever

i'll hunt you down like a hawk in the night.

Ashes to Ashes
ZY

OKOK
i got this from a friend's blog
awesome i tell you..

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nice~

2007-09-12T16:06:00.000+08:00

this song is just beautiful..
kinda turned me into a Dixie Chicks fan...
ahaha
seriously, its meaningful

amazing camera from the past!

2007-09-11T14:14:00.000+08:00

This is some amazing camera..
and whats more..
is that its from the past! not recently.

rare?

2007-09-10T12:05:00.000+08:00

Your Personality is Very Rare (INTP)

Your personality type is goofy, imaginative, relaxed, and brilliant.
Only about 4% of all people have your personality, including 2% of all women and 6% of all menYou are Introverted, Intuitive, Thinking, and Perceiving.

argh

2007-09-10T01:37:00.000+08:00

sheesh..
wasted a few hours on saturday
wasted my time to go down to church for some voting.
the whole time the head pastor was there restricting people from making the whole situation clear..
"ok i give you 1 min."
"are you clarifying or making a comment?"
sheesh
i know what you can do in that 1 min.
see that wall behind you?
go bang it.
urgh
lucky i had my sketch book with me.

i also found out then the stupidest question ever.
"Can you (all) hear me?"
then comes the most ridiculous answer.
"NO!"

sheesh, people can really make a fool out of themselves sometime.

sunday.
the great room clean up
i cleared all the papers that i didnt want.
and boy was there alot of papers..
i think mother nature would hate me for wasting all those paper.

alot of dust bunnies were killed in the massive clean up session.
but i was happy.
i am allergic to dust anyway.
found many things that i "lost".
ah well.
i would finish cleaning up another day.

monday.
gonna go to orchard to fix this @#$@%@$%$ PSP of mine.
once i am done..
sell it!
then
buy...
a NDSL!

okok, enough talk.
time to go repair my alto clarinet.
then.
immerse myself in Ashley Tisdale's album - Headstrong -
go get it when its out...
its awesome..
well, i feel that its great.
at least better than some retarded gorilla whose *ahem* pics got leaked out.
sheesh.
some people cant keep pictures like that safe..
or maybe..
you'll never know.
maybe ZE was the one who leaked them out?
ah well.
Lindsay Lohan already did her scene in her latest movie.
Paris Hilton's body was already shown to the whole world.
Nicole Ritchie became pregnant.
the Olsen twins suddenly "disappeared".
who is left?
maybe Hilary Duff's *ahem* pics might be leaked out.
maybe a video even?
who else?

its not me to speculate.
the world revolves around the sun every year.
unless you are bruce almighty or the one that gave him his powers.
maybe you might be able to stop the revolution.
evan...
nah, only an ark with animals maybe...

okok.
i am about to konk out soon.
until another time.
ZY

urgh.

2007-09-06T11:05:00.000+08:00

sigh
i dont even know what i am doing nowadays..
other than working on -The Chess Pieces-
i am like walking around lifelessly, without thought and without reason
everytime the word "project" is being mentioned, i kinda feel down and afraid.
its like after being scolded for giving "crappy work",
i lost my direction all of a sudden

band
i seem so far away from everyone other than talking to zhi jie and miki...
then, the usual craziness is gone.
the times i used to enjoy
the times which gave me a reason to step into the bandroom with so much enthusiasm...
is unfortunately...
G-O-N-E
yea..gone.

now the holidays.
i am alone.
in this dark room..
dark house.
no one to turn to.
no one to talk to.
i guess this loneliness is starting to turn me back into this self-reproaching mode again.

band is starting later.
i really aint got the mood to go for it.

until another time.
ZY

lame

2007-09-05T22:22:00.000+08:00

i kinda miss mindless chats with hafiz...
we used to talk rubbish and include anything under the sun...

Hafiz says:
YEAH!!!!!!!!!!!moo moo man drinks moo moo milk!JOIN HIM NOW!!!!!!!
Sylpheed // says:
yea yea yea
Sylpheed // says:
OMG
Sylpheed // says:
ITS THE ABOMINABLE SNOWMAN!!!!
Sylpheed // says:
THERE IT GOES!
Hafiz says:
ha ha...........lol......n BIGFOOT is rite beind it.........
Sylpheed // says:
yea right
Sylpheed // says:
bigfoot has been eaten by the loch ness monster
Hafiz says:
loch ness monster just got rozen by the fenrir!!!!
Sylpheed // says:
nah the phoenix has already melted fenrir
Sylpheed // says:
not to mention the blue dragon was there to witness the whole event
Hafiz says:
dun forget the salamandra.......
Sylpheed // says:
the unicorn blessed the whole ritual
Hafiz says:
while the garuda flew above dropping confetti.........
Sylpheed // says:
erm
Sylpheed // says:
the minotaur couldnt make it cause he was lost in the labyrinth
Hafiz says:
n the cerberus too couldnt make it coz he's fast asleep.......
Sylpheed // says:
the hydra couldnt make a decision cause all its heads are giving different suggestions
Hafiz says:
n medusa was.........well...she's stone solid rite now........
Sylpheed // says:
i guess the gargoyle was right beside her
Hafiz says:
hmmmm.............pegasus the flying horse managed to escape by...duh...flying.......
Sylpheed // says:
errr...
Sylpheed // says:
the sphinx was lost his nose in its attempt to escape
Sylpheed // says:
its*
Hafiz says:
coz it didnt want the help of the Ra, the god of the sun........
Sylpheed // says:
erm
Sylpheed // says:
oh..thats why the tooth fairy didnt come out
Hafiz says:
instead,thumbelina had to take over her..........
Sylpheed // says:
thumbelina? i thought she was eaten by the basilisk?
Hafiz says:
nah........she was rescued by the fairy queen........
Sylpheed // says:
oh...coz i saw the cyclops crush something accidentally due to having only one eye...

from a cow to a cyclops...
thats how far-fetched our convos go...
hmm...
those were the times...

until another time
ZY

urgh..

2007-09-04T15:23:00.000+08:00

ARGH
initially i wanted to rant about the things that happened last week...
but i decided not to.
lest i further spoil my mood..

anyway, went out with daisy and eve.
didnt do much

and and and.
i went out for an early breakfast with krystl at 5.45am
ahaha...
ah well
so its only the beginning of the hols.

outing with joansy on thursday.(not confirmed yet)
dmd 10 chalet on the 19th
busy busy busy

not to forget, Sinfornia on the 19th Nov.

*sigh*
i really want to let all this unhappiness out.
but i decicded not to.
just wanna keep them all in

what pissed me off most this week..
is that my psp is bricked!
damn damn damn damn
once i repaired it.
i am so gonna sell it away and buy a NDSL
at least it doesnt get bricked.
yargh!
nvm..

until another time
ZY

DAMMIT

2007-08-24T20:05:00.000+08:00

FUCK! I LOST MY LAPTOP ADAPTER!

I DIDN’T EVEN REALIZED IT!

FUCK!

I remembered putting it in my bag..

Then….

Poof!

They are gone when I reached home!

FUCK!

schedule!

2007-08-23T01:07:00.000+08:00

okok...
i officially declare myself as dead for now...
i am like lagging from the rest by so much lah..
people are like doing colour tests for their SP1 and i am like still working out my thumbnails...
sheesh >.>
and and and
my hamsters are simplified to a point where they look like dogs or bears instead of hamsters...
whatever lah
i am like turning them into tour guides and monsters that wreck the city..
whatever lah

plans for this week
thursday - get thumbnails approved
friday - work out final concept and start colour tests
weekends - portfolio rush
monday - get colour tests approved and finalize full value workpiece
tuesday - work on final deliverables
wed - finish up portolio
thursday/friday - presentation

then its holidays already....
see?
stressful lah

after that...
sat(1st sept)- outing with online friends
sun to mon - rot rot rot
tuesday - BAND OFFICIALLY RESTARTS!

sheesh..
if i had one wish
i wish i wish i wish
i had 1 more week...
its already bad enough that i wasted 1 week resting in bed due to some badass headache that causes me to puke after every meal..
my sis thought i am bulimic(however you spell that)

pictures on my next update!
(if i ever survive that is...)

until another time then
ZY

Crayfish and Chicken Surprise!

2007-08-15T12:20:00.001+08:00

okok...back with pictures..
maybe not all but yea at least there is some..

had dinner with my mum recently at jack's place..
had this dish called chicken and crayfish combo..or whatever..
was nice but i did something to the leftovers..kekekke

okok..i called this "Crayfish and Chicken Surprise"
Why?
it may look like a crayfish with a chicken skin..
but inside..
its filled with corn and carrots!!!
thats not all..
the corn and carrots have abosorbed the essence of the chicken and crayfish..
nvm..

ahaha..i love goofing around at places like this...
kinda fun...

i will upload a few more pics later...
now i gotta rush off to boat quay to find the guys...
i get this feeling rafiq is gonna get lost....
>.>

until another time...
ZY

quick one

2007-08-14T01:35:00.000+08:00

Alrighty..
a quick one before i continue on my thumbnails for SP1

had loads of fun with rafiq and jie sheng today..
or if ya wanna be picky, yesterday..
laughing at practically everything we do..
from funny lameass national day songs to games that dont make sense..
it was awesome..
rafiq and js..we should have more days like this..
maybe this time we should get fidelis in..

hamster sketching..
sketches of clark quay..
hmm..
i keep getting this impression that i havent seen the whole of clark quay.
nvm..
gonna go there again..

tml i will put in the pictures...
gonna rush a few sketches before lesson later.
i am afraid noppy would ask me to leave coz i have nothing to show..
watch out for the next update..
its filled with loads of pics and a vid..
ah well..
national day was fun..
spent it with my band juniors.
as usual, we laughed at everything.
i get this feeling that i am gonna have a fun filled holiday soon..
just filled with laughter..

maybe me losing a few things here and there isnt really a bad thing.
i gained new things..
gained new experiences and lost that depressing emo side of me.

but but but
everytime i sit alone.
i think of you.
the girl that turned my life around.
i feel this huge cacophony of feelings whenever i think of you.
i cant really describe this feeling.
maybe i might take awhile.

okok..
gotta continue my work now.
until another time..
toodles~
ZY

full..

2007-08-12T22:28:00.000+08:00

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Philosophy

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Journalism

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Psychology

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English

58%

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Sociology

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kk awesome day today...
ate and ate and ate...
super full...
okok. break done.
time to rush work tml.
i might be in sch tml. if ya want company you can call me.
i will be in campus anyway..

hmm..last one..or maybe 2..

2007-08-10T21:07:00.002+08:00

okok... finished the VA vid with fid today
sorry siew may, i promised you to help you with the voice-overs yet i chickened out last min.

anyway anyway anyway...
its the final 3 weeks...
chiong chiong chiong!
this weekend...
ima gonna do my portfolio and maybe go work on some sketches of the hamsters..
maybe maybe maybe
i could sketch then screwing...
ahaha
just joking...

now i feel nothing but a whole lot of stress...
i wonder how my tutor for SP1 is like?
and and and..
bhakta is sick when i called him..
sounded like he was gonna die or something...
ah well...
cant do much for him though...

gonna put up a whole lot of pictures soon.
keep a look out for it ya?
until another time...
ZY

bored

2007-08-10T21:07:00.001+08:00

My Personality


Neuroticism	79
Extraversion	48
Openness To Experience	41
Agreeableness	42
Conscientiousness	22

You are neither a subdued loner nor a jovial chatterbox. You enjoy time with others but also time alone. You can be very easily upset, even by what most people consider the normal demands of living. People consider you to be extremely sensitive and emotional. A desire for tradition does not prevent you from trying new things. Your thinking is neither simple nor complex. To others you appear to be a well-educated person but not an intellectual. You have some concern with others' needs, and are generally pleasant, sympathetic, and cooperative. You like to live for the moment and do what feels good now. Your work tends to be careless and disorganized.

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tired

2007-08-10T04:39:00.000+08:00

okok...
i am seriously tired
and in need of alot of time management skills.
went out to check out clark quay ytd
one thing to describe the place...
its friggin' HOT
hot as in burning hot, scorching hot.
you get what i mean.
gonna go back soon.
prolly i may have gone there on the wrong time.

anyway.
was thinking of going home after that.
then i decided to go join my juniors since they are at the esplanade.
in the end i bumped into them at marina square.
whatever lah.
had alot of fun here and there
joking like nobodies' business.
and and and..
we went to catch the fireworks (again >_>)
ok this time i have it down on video.
will put it up soon though.

then we went home.
bad part begins.
wrong bus..
well..
not exactly wrong..
but it took a whole friggin round..
from city hall to pasir panjang then to clementi.
Zzz...
whatever lah
then me, derry, brent and small nic went home..

spen hours finishing up the stupid dvd cover for the VA vid..
here is the final outcome...

okok i did it with powerpoint since its much easier to do it there then adjust with photoshop...
and and and
its a little out of alignment...
gotta fix that soon.

tml tml tml
me and fid are gonna rush that stupid music part then burn then finish!
after that..
its portfolio portfolio then SP1 begins!
urk..
why do i sound so excited...
Zzzz...
this is stupid...
whatever la.

anyway ima go back to my game.
until another time
ZY

p.s. big nic...the next time i see you, i am so gonna scrape your balls on the pavement...I MEAN IT!

back! (again)

2007-08-07T03:45:00.000+08:00

okok...
been a long while since i updated...
been rather busy...
countless cups of water and other liquids flowing down my throat.
mainly water. and milo.

lets see...

after sinfonique.

-rushed a few major assignments.

-caught fever.

-celebrated Eve's birthday.

-loads of sleepless nights.

-loads of sleep in lesson time.

-didnt study for VA, spent most of the time copying.

-rushed a few more assignments.

-handed them all in.

-went back to SWSS.

-managed to get Soleado from kenneth.

-didnt understand why i stayed there listening to the shanghai people screeching at the top of their voices, deluding themselves that they are singing, when its obvious they didnt even put in effort to practise.

-finished the rough cut for the VA video with Fidelis

-wondered how to put in the voice-overs when there is an obvious lack of equipment.

-prepared the materials and stuff i need for SP1.

Given all these.
i am left with..

-Visual Audio Storytelling video (Assignment 3)

-Studio Project 1

Its the final stretch for the semester..
then its the HOLIDAYS!
woohoo~!

okok..the pics will come another time...

been chatting with people on my msn list that added me without me knowing who they are...
frankly, i find them rather interesting
one told me this:

If you think you are having a bad day,
Imagine this:
You're a siamese twin.
Your brother, attached at the shoulder, is gay.
You're not.
He has a date coming over tonight.
You only have one ass.

anyway.
i might post my SP process up here.
might.
i emphasize on that word.
might.

until another time.
ZY

BACK

2007-07-15T22:06:00.000+08:00

okok..photo upload problems...
here are some pics from Sinfonique which took place on 13th july..
back with photo captions later...

Breather for a moment.

2007-07-06T17:15:00.001+08:00

okok.
feeling bored at the moment.
i have finally cleared all of my work liao.
okok will be back to blog after the band camp.

Staring into bloodshot eyes.
Kinda reminds me of Ju-on or some other ghost.
i just lack the long dishevelled hair.
and the white clothes.
then i really look like some freak ghost already.

Burning my slumber time.
Day 5

ZY

Hishoku no Sora

2007-07-05T09:11:00.000+08:00

Hishoku no Sora

そして　この空　赤く染めて　また来る時　この一身（み）で　進むだけ

すれ違っていく’人’も　紛れ失くした’モノ’も
いつかは　消えゆく記憶（とき）
熱く揺るがす’強さ’　儚く揺れる’弱さ’
所詮　同じ　結来（みらい）

そんな日常　紅霞（こうか）を溶かし　現れる陽　紅（くれ）る世界

風になびかせ　線を引いて　流れるよな髪先　敵を刺す
振り斬った想い　漲（みなぎ）る夢
すべては今　この手で　使命　果たしたゆくだけ

また灯が一つ　落とされ　そっとどこかで　消えた
現実　変わらぬ日々
だけど確かに感じる君の温もり　鼓動
これも　真実だと

そして紅　紅塵（こうじん）を撒き　夕日を背に　今始まる　さあ

なぜ　高鳴る心に　迷い戸惑い　感じるの
早く　いたずらに暴れだす　痛み　壊して
空に滲んだ焼けた雲は　内に秘めた願いが　焦がしてる
躊躇（ためら）った瞳　浮かぶ涙　でも明日の　力に変えて

すべて捧げて　舞い降りた地　冴える刃一つで　闇を斬る
いつだって胸の　奥の光　瞬かせて
この一身（み）で　使命　果たしてゆくまで

Then this sky is dyed in red color, until the time come I'll just continue with this one body

The 'people' you meet and 'THINGS' that are lost
Will someday become a disappeared memory
The hot and shaking strength, the empty and wavering weakness
Will eventually share the same　 end

That kind of normal days melt in red color, the rising sun colored the world in red

Flowing in the wind making a line, that hair-tips that seemingly flowing will pierce the enemy
To stop this thought is an overflowing dream

Now all in the hands are only to end my role

Once again a flame fall and disappeared somewhere out there
It's the days with no change in the reality
But, I truly feel your warmth motion
And that's also the truth

Then the red dust shatter, behind the dusk it begins now

Why in this crying out loud heart I feel confusion and fearless
In quick malice, the wild pain shattered
The burned cloud become dry in the sky, the wish hidden inside is burned
The hesistant eyes flow the tear ,but the strenght of tomorrow returned

Everything hold the land that fall down and the one bright sword cut the darkness
The light that is inside the chest everytime burn out
With this one body I shall end my role

away...

2007-07-01T15:43:00.000+08:00

okok...
one last final one for the time being...

rushed around the whole of ytd...
nyp -> far east plaza -> nyp -> amok quee ncc hq(however you spell that)-> SCSS -> Bukit Gombak Mac -> Bukit Batok -> West Mall -> finally i went home..

phew...
and weiting, you hit me until my left arm numb liao lah...
you win liao lah...

and here i begin my blog hiatus...

keep you eyes peeled on this page...
i might come back anytime...
wahahahhaa

break.

2007-07-01T07:09:00.001+08:00

Gonna take a break from blogging fer awhile.
Gotta clear some mess i have created and maybe collect some pictures to post..
yea..
its gonna take some time...
maybe lets say, 3 weeks?

anyway, i just wanna apologise bout the previous entry that i have deleted.
it was written in a fit of anger.
i find it so stupid though, thus deleting it.
sorry and just plain sorry...

ZY

tired.

2007-06-28T11:27:00.000+08:00

Being the person i am...
I feel this urge to show my anger...
But yet i cant...
i am afraid...
afraid that by doing so...
i might go back to the person whom i used to be...

had a huge event ytd...
wasnt something to rejoice about...
because of that...
i seem to have confirmed that being the jerk i am...
my mouth seem to shoot off stuff that doesnt seem to make sense...
and whats worse is that the stuff that comes out are like piercing arrows...
that aims for the heart and mind...
degrading a person mentally and emotionally...
after doing so,
my conscience takes over...
then...
i feel bad and i cant sleep...
then all the stupid thoughts that used to stop flowing past my mind suddenly flow back in again...
then all the rubbish stuff about being alone and in the darkness starts revolving again...

i am tired...
mentally tired...
spiritually tired...
physically tired...
and i know that others are also feeling the same way...

i did something stupid last night...
in a fit of anger and retardedness...
i tore up everything that i drew and stuff....
i just dont know why...
guess i shall stick to my abstract drawing...
its something i am used to and shall always stick to...
no more anime stuff anymore...

ps. sorry guys. i think i shall shut this trap of mine for the time being. it seems to add on to the problems there are in the band. esp the section. i might be a tad too quiet and stuff. no i am not emo, just trying to find my 'way home after being lost for quite some time'.

ZY

stupid stupid!

2007-06-27T03:46:00.000+08:00

damn...
i feel super weird now...
reflecting on what i've done this week...
other than homework and going for band...
i realized i've been quite an arrogant jerk...
pissing off quite a number of people unknowingly...
you all know that you all hate me...
just admit it....
acting like i know everything under the sun and moon...
acting like some retarded fool...
acting...
trying to become the person i aint...
trying to hide my true self again....
just coz i got too comfortable as usual...
dammit...
sometimes i feel like going to somewhere high up and screaming the hell out of my lungs...
i feel my tongue is becoming more like a double edged sword...
hurting others as well as myself...
i suppose instead of an ego...
i have an extra conscience that i hardly adknowledge...
so i feel double guilty when i do something i shldnt have done...

gah dammit dammit...
i feel like some lameass thats waiting to get his ass kicked by someone...
i am falling down that hole of self-reproach again...
Zzz
ARGH!!
Its keeping me from sleeping...

Some titles on my shelf...

2007-06-25T20:20:00.000+08:00

Alrighty...
Back with pictures of some comic books on my shelf...

POKEMON Adventures!!! (1 - 24 currently, book 20 is missing)
WAHAHA
ah well...
its my first ever comic series anyway...
that will explain its bad condition...

Yu-Gi-Oh! (1 - 38 end)
Yu-Gi-Oh R (1 - 4 currently)

okok..
this is the biggest collection i have so far...
containing a whopping 38 books with a continuation of 4 books currently...

Tenjho Tenge (1 - 15 currently)

My sis bought this set for my while in Taiwan...
Newest addition to my collection...
and also my most precious set at the moment...

Reborn! (1 - 12 currently)

Bought this set out of curiousity...
ah well...
its going well at the moment...
just plain stupid at times...
the fighting scenes are sorta awesome...
(dont mind the digimon V at the side...LOL)

Okok...
This set i suppose i cant imput chinese characters...
maybe because i am lazy...LOL
10 books in all...
bout some student council in this school...
then they protect the world with their animal like powers...
fricken' awesome...

beside it is some demon battle...
when the last challenger is left he will get to have any wish...
and that wish will be granted...
so far 3 books only...

Dragon Drive (1 - 14 end)

This is one awesome series...
well..
probably just for me only...
Humans controlling dragons to kickass!
wooooo~

Air Gear (1 - 17 currently)

Some skating book...
the storyline gets better and better...
just a little confusing at the moment....

M.A.R. Marchen Awakens Romance (1 - 15 end) + summary book

this was recommended by my friend to buy....
great fighting scenes...
awesome plot...
although...
the story tend to get a tad boring.....

Love Hina (1 - 14 end)

bah...
this is a classic i must say...
damn funny...
and stupid...
and lameass...
but enjoyable in its own way....
some humour + romance story...

ah welll....
this is only but a portion of the many comics i have...
kekekeke....

gotta rush some work....
until another time...

Blood Orchid

Test post

2007-06-24T23:37:00.000+08:00

Alrighty!
here i am again...
This time to test out something...
my previous post isnt showing...

and presenting....
MY COMIC SHELF!!

this is only part of it...
there is still a bigger portion..
LOL...
yea...
its damn messy...

Leon

a hectic week

2007-06-24T22:50:00.000+08:00

BE WARNED...

IMAGE HEAVY!!!

Saturday 23/06/07

Moulmein Wind Symphony Concert!!

yea it was a long day...

it was fun until that irritating fag annoyed me and searched my table without my permission and still have the f***king cheek to call me to tell him the location of the project files...

nvm, elaborate later...

anyway, the concert was awesome...

well, at least its better than a certain somebody...

i think everyone knows who that someone is...

ah well...

took pictures!!!

Clarinet section (minus a few)
Top row: me, eve
Center row: hasnizah, marj, eliza (the great), anna
Bottom row: fahmi, jie xin, sarah

yea, a bigger group this time, with the addition of people from other sections....

bah, lazy to name all one by one...

feeling nostalgic at this point of time? LOL

Wednesday 20/06/07

Went to starbucks with my juniors...
for what purpose?
study? LOL
yea right...

Joan messing with her hair...Zzz
*note* she does that every minute...

and here is the gorilla!!
hairy like anything sia...
NIC WHAT ARE YOU DOING??

working out the fiesta details...

yisin looks so tired...

LOL... didnt expect the flash there...

Sunday 24/06/07

Last day of the "holidays"

met up with them again...

this time to do last min rushing of homework...

yea..

went to ajisan for dinner...

and here is nicholas again...
this time, reading a book...
he sound damn monotonous...
and ching kit is at the back wasting showing off his 1 gig memory card by taking that 1 hour vid...

eleanor joining in the fray...
wonder whats so interesting about that book...
hmm...

went to mac later...
and nic is playing with my cap as usual...
and the pink shirt person is also called nic..
LOL..whatever lah...
big nic and small nic...

lol joan messed around with small nic's hair...
and here we see him acting cute...

cant stop once you started eh?

LOL...

okok..

school is about to start in a few hours time...

and i am still lagging back in 3 more assignments....

this is bad this i seriously bad....

performance around the corner...

assignments to rush...

wth?

until another time...

Blood Orchid

GAH SHADDUP SHADDUP!!!!

2007-06-22T23:59:00.000+08:00

omg omg omg...

i am like seriously damn pissed...

LOL..like real...

nah..just plain bothered by some annoying gayfag thats irritating me all the time...

blah blah blah in the left ear...

yada yada yada in the right ear...

SHADDUP can??

SHADDUP = Stupid Horrible Assholes Dat Dont Understand Peace..

yea...SHADDUP

(pronounced as SHA-DUP, as in shut up but with a tinge of slang)

anyway, looking at my pictures in all my coms..

i kinda miss tying up my hair..LOL

NOT!!!

Gonna take some time before it grows this long again...

But yea, the longer my hair is, the messier it gets...

However, the shorter it is, the nerdier/geekier/retarded I look...

so...

i am better off with a headgear...

like this!

okok i apologise for the bad camera quality..

and yea, dont mind my humongous shelf of comic books...
i am one heck of a fanatic for comics...
and huge headphones arent meant for collecting water...
>_>
i just got them...
and they are much more awesome than the ones i usually use...

and guess what?
Aeon DreamZ are coming back...
woots!
this means i can meet up with the new vocalist...
LOL...
meaning that taka, you can slack with the vocal part already...
Omg you are one hell of a slacker...
Zzz...
cant wait to meet with them...
its like... since january when they left...
and TK, i want my stuff back!
taking my drumsticks with you...
omg i was like frigging freaked out when i discovered it missing...
i will personally whoop you if its chipped or anything...
and i wanna see the CD...
heard that the prototype is out...

alrighty, time to keep this short....
gotta sleep...
got orchestra practice later....
until another time with pictures!

Blood Orchid

awesomeness~

2007-06-20T15:12:00.000+08:00

wahaha...
bored as usual...
tired also...
assignments to finish, character design not done yet...
still have to redo that stupid advert for VASTR coz the tutor misplaced my work...
but i cant blame him coz i gave him seperately...

went back to band after a long break...
i got moved down to 3rd stand...
LOL
complete AWESOMENESS i tell you...
was laughing and joking with fahmi and zhi jie all the time...
and now 3rd stand has their own motto already..
"Dont Cheat Yourself!"
with credits to Zhijie for that...
weirdest thing was that while playing, i felt a bubble burst in my throat...
then it started to hurt again...
WTH?
i guess its still gonna take time to heal...

no pictures for now....
maybe later ya?

This is what I personally call - AWESOMENESS!
Blood Orchid

GE!!!

2007-06-16T19:55:00.000+08:00

HUZZAH~!

okok...
i am exhausted...
anyhow...
today was simply awesome...
although i couldnt talk and acted like an idiot with the hand signals and stuff...
went for the Granado Espada raid party...
couldnt go for the night raid so i went for the early one....
although its only 4 hours but it was uber i tell you...
pity i didnt bring enough $$....
Zzz
Could have bought the GE package...
ah well...
and i forgot to take pictures...
ZOMGWTFBBQ!!!

okok...
enough play for the week...
gonna start work tml again after church service...
i am left with quite alot left....
i am still stuck with the concept thingy of color theory....

until another time....
Blood Orchid

Messy messy messy...LOL

2007-06-15T17:32:00.000+08:00

Okok...
Today, I went back to sch...
To check out some reference materials for my portfolio and other assignments...
Library was empty...

Pictures time!!

Messy table with 2 of the drawings i am working on to test out the style.
cant seem to work out my own personal style yet...

Cant be helped, i am hardly neat...

See how it goes first....

*note*I am so missing out on the NYPSO band camp....
bah...

I blame my stupid throat...

Went down to Mac later...

Friggin' hungry...

Gastric was acting up again...

Look...Emptiness.....

And as usual, messy table with all my stuff strewn all over the place...
Credits to Endling for that awesome lineart.

okok...update later once i reach home....

Blood Orchid

4E1'06 BBQ

2007-06-15T00:33:00.001+08:00

Alrighty alrighty....
Pictures time!!
Been awhile since i posted some pictures...
This time round...
4E1'06 Reunion BBQ!!!
Although not the whole class was present...
But it was loads of fun...

Here we go...

4E1'06 credits to May for the pics...

4E1'06

The Gals

The Guys..=)

LOOK INTO MY EYES...RAWR...

And as usual, we are all still super messy...

And whats a reunion without cards?

Thats all with the pics...
Given the 85 pics that May sent to me...
Its highly impossible to post all of em' up...

Its highly boring ever since Sunday...
Gotta rush a few more assignments...
Missing out on the NYPSO band camp...
Ah well...
On the brighter side, it gives me a tad more time to rush my assignments...
Until another time ya?

Blood Orchid

A New Beginning

2007-06-11T16:20:00.000+08:00

DOMO~!
I am back with a new blogskin...
The old one got kinda screwy...
Decided to get a new one...
During this long period of not blogging...
I've been through quite alot...
Rushing assignments...
Facing new challenges...
Not to forget to have fun...
Yada yada...

In this period...
I've lost old friends...
Gained a new family...
Even with the absence of this sense of loneliness...
I cant help but feel rather happy...
Lighter...
Brighter...
Yet sad and disappointed...
Ah well..
Better not dwell on stuff as such...

Today marks the beginning of my term break...
Wouldnt call it a holiday cause i still have work to finish...
Especially my portfolio...
My stupid brain has just forgotten how to blow up pictures on photoshop...
Well, i gotta wait for help to appear then...

Resting at home for the first week...
Just had something on...
Somehow, I just feel like going to school...
Even though i have nothing on...

Shant dwell too much...
Neither will i write too much...
Its a new beginning...

Dominia - Blood Orchid

2007-05-15T02:22:00.000+08:00

I just realised...
Who i really am...
finally after so long...
self-piteous once i get rejected...
arrogant the moment i get comfy...
thanks sam..
you made me realise that how small i am to everyone...
at least someone else opened up and asked...
while i..
clung on to my own world..
assuming that everything will be alright...
self-pitying myself...
drowning in self-pity...

well...
i will change..
i am willing to change...
being afraid isnt an excuse not to confront me...
pull me one side...
and tell me the truth...
tell me whats wrong...
tell me that i am a piece of trash thats about to get served...
be honest with me...
thats what i only wish from you all...
i know...
that everyone else might not like who i am...
what i do...
how i deal with things...
its true..
i tend to waver towards the arrogant side...
the moment i get accepted...
maybe its the way i speak...
maybe its the actions i do...

be honest with me...
thats what i want...
only then..
will i break away from this little world of mine...
and wake up to reality...

R.I.P.

2007-05-04T22:39:00.000+08:00

Shiri Dominia
1990 - 2007
Endured 17 years of pain and sorrow
Sold his soul to the devil